Honestly, my only family are the people in my life that have been real, and that don't use the assistance they ever gave me, against me. The sad thing is the people I removed from my life seem to forget the help I have given them. It is easy to forget the help I have ever given, as I am not one of those who always has to remind anyone of how I have assisted them.
With this being said, I am so grateful for the people that really and truly are my family. A personal and loving thank you to Sophia, Samantha, Adrian, Buzz, Kevin J, Kevin A, Kevin K, Kathy, Eileen, Gail, Sarah, Kendra, Nora, Berry, and several others who know who they are. Life has given me a tough time to work out and I am doing what I can to really push through this. I do know that at the end of all of this struggle, the light will shine in such a warm way that it will recharge my soul. It is about taking the time to ground myself and realize that everything will work out in a wonderful way. The void that has been demonstrated by those who I once considered my family has happily been removed along with the poor energy they latch on too. While they continuously praise themselves as these wonderful people they claim to be, I surround my self with those who truly are the amazing and wonderful people in my life. I write and express this with sincere pain inside of me, not to speak poorly of anyone, but to vent. Right now I focus on the true light of who I am, what I am, and why I am because I know that I have had enough of had been treated poorly, ignored, and then randomly yelled at. As the he said / she said problem surfaces, "Certain People" seem to forget that they have no clue at all what goes on, what was said, or even worse, how my own daughter was ignored behind the closed doors of this un-sanitary sanctuary. I proudly continue to move forward so I can permanently remove myself from this ill energy and ill life that I have tried over and over to help. I thank you to those who hold so strong into my heart and love and I thank you for the energy you have shared with me. This realism will never be forgotten because my time is finally coming, and those will see.