I love it.
Charlie / Clyde
Is it real when I have expressed my true wants and desires?,,,, Yes. Is it real to understand that I say these things because I love all the wonderful things in life that put a smile on my heart, and on my face. No need to question the true desire that someone expresses as our way of opening up is different for everyone, but at least the effort and existence for one another is there, and real. We smile and think of all the things that may have made us upset in life. Instead of focusing on this kind of energy, it is time for all of us to focus on the good in what we have, what we do, who we are, why we are, and how we have each others back. Is it real?,, absolutely,,,, this is why we stick around, not because of what one can do for another, but because of the true appreciation we have for our real friends and love around us. this is what we feel as we grow older and learn to understand a persons energy. The appreciation to know that "Hey I am wanting to understand anything and everything I can". For us, for all, and for appreciation. I admire the battles that stress us out because it does show true desire of belief in someone. I admire the little things that help us in days of need like a simple pancake with chocolate milk, or a hug when we are sad or upset, a little note written to each other, a quick text that lets you know your thought about, or even just that simple look... Is it real?,,, yes, it is all very real. It's the time our real friends, loved ones, or family take to do this..
I love it.
Charlie / Clyde
I really love to open up my heart and take a chance. I love my daughter, I love to love, I love to be in love, I smiled, I dream, I wish, I create, I believe, I want, I know, I understand, I am not perfect, I am a great dad, I am real, I am honest, I make mistakes, I love to cook, I love to look for old cars, I love to drive around looking at odd homes, I love to think, I love to go to the beach, I love to share, I love to be passionate, I love to cry, I love brownies, I love odd antique jewelry that I thought I would not find, I love surprises, I love to surprise others, I love to want, I love to be. My emotions run deep in my own way that I am proud of. All of my emotions come from growth do to experiences in my life that has given me anything from fear, to triumph. Everything above is the truth because "(I Did)" everything you see listed above and I will continue to do it because it is who I am, what I love, and because I am human. It is not about judgment. Instead it is about acceptance and understanding. It may not seem or looked polished or believable to others for whatever reason, but it is there.
It is "WHOT I AM"
Charlie / Clyde
I know that we all have our moments of anger, confusion, stress, hurt, fear, and sense of feeling lost, no matter what the feeling is on the negative sense but what I don't know or understand is why can't people understand why some of us react the way we do. They seem to forget that there is a cause to many issues that we have indulged in. I know that I have been the cause to many moments of frustration but some of the things that people don't consider is some of the things that has really bothered them in any way, stemmed from a reaction to something they have done to me that really has haunted me in a major way from the past. Sure I moved on and I don't think about it, but when someone does something that is the same and that extreme, I think we are going to react in a way to protect ourselves without reciprocating in the same fashion. It is important to understand that yes, things can get out of hand but ultimately we have to be there for each other. If all that happens is a person just laying the line of how what one person did is so wrong and hurtful, but yet can't remember why a person reacted to it, and in a safe way, then thats when I know there are better days. The energy for me is very important and that is why I am so great-ful for what I have, what I am, and who I am. I can bend over backwards apologizing for my wrongs but if that other person can't even lend a hand to support your back just a little as you do bend over backwards apologizing, then they will not even consider thinking about why some of us were so hurt and reactive in a respectful way to begin with. I know that we all move on just as I will. The main thing is to be left alone, respected, and not bothered.
A Better Day
As I share my thoughts, I want to hear yours. As I open up, I want to know you. I am Charlie Rivero.