The sky, our wisdom, our goals and our ability to want more in our lives. As our thoughts become more saturated in the many wishes we have, our goals transform into reality as we stretch our arms towards the sky. Not only do we reach for the skies, but we also reach for the stars and our dreams. We focus on so many wonderful accomplishments that we have had and we try to continue on building on those accomplishments. There is no limit to who we are, what we do, what we want and what we create. The sky is a blank canvas for which we map our lives in and how we view the future we try to build. A new experience arises every single moment which gives us a whole new hope and a whole new understanding. The sky is a beautiful way to see what we become and a beautiful way to see where we can be.
In the moment of my thoughts, I realize the people that have truly been there and the people who have really made a difference in my life with such a positive note. I understand that it is up to me and only me to really focus on the things around me, the changes going on and how to approach them. It is very important to understand how we can make differences in our every day life in a positive way that will better us. With as much negative situations that occur each and every day, it truly is important that I do my best to not bring that into my life if possible. One day our moments will be easier to tolerate without giving in to defeat. Again, this is something that I am sure we all know and something that we all have been through or even still going through, but a persons expressions at the moment is true to how to heal a negative substance. Not all pre-meditated assistance to a problem is a good idea. Sometimes it takes a spontaneous hand to reach out and show you that light that we least expect. I truly am grateful for all of my real friends and real family that have been there through thick and thin, through tough moments, through the stress we all deal with in our own way and through wanting to continue that real respect. One day all that energy will glow brighter than the summer sun. One Day that will all flow smoother than silk. One day that energy will come right back to you.
One moment of peace is a chance to really focus on what is growing around me. I can honestly see the light of a hidden lamp that guides my soul vision and my soul being. I always have way too much to think about but at the same time, half my life has been based off my thoughts and emotions. I can crawl with every ounce of stress I have as if it were a volcano ready to burst, but feeling the heat that arises helps me understand the decisions I must make under the pressure of ones moments. I can not make any situation perfect, all I can do is let the situation give me a new light of guidance. Many obligations and concerns to think about but which ever side I chose, it is only to improve who and where I am. As I look within my own thoughts, I realize that a whole new world is waiting with the opportunity of a positive path. Looking within is not only a reflection, but a learning curve that we tend to miss every now and then. These are the beautiful tools to help improve my situation to make a better moment for my daughter, my love, and for my life.
A new beginning to a world of more creations. As I sit and begin to think of all new changes that are to come, I realize that I have had a lot to think about within myself. With so much going on, I know that it is up to me to do the best that I can and to be the best that I can. We begin our path to a new journey creating a clean slate for us to appreciate where we are with our life, friends, family and loved ones. This helps us understand that if we continue to focus on the past chapters in the book of our life, we will never be able to focus on reading the future pages of our life and positive paths. We all have heard the saying, "It Is Ok To Take Risks". Yes, it is very ok to take risks in our lives. I know that in many cases taking a risk can be good or even bad. When a person is in a negative situation that is very bad, taking a risk of change to better yourself can only make good things surface. We are always questioning ourselves in so many ways of how to take these risks, but understanding that we want to better ourselves should not be a question, but more so a focus in our lives. A risk is truly a blessing more so than a concern.
Here comes a near to the ending of another year. With so many ideas still rolling, it will be another journey to continue with my expressions, creations and new energy change. A whole new beginning awaits us all at the doorstep of a new entry to a whole knew universe. We take what we can from a previous world and time so we can learn how to become stronger for our next travel in our life. I am so very grateful for the people in my life that really have made me feel as a whole. My daughter, my love, my friends and so many wonderful moments to really help me understand what really matters. As we continue to grow, our world continues to allow us in a new light that we see ass a reflection to what will come. The Ending is always a new beginning.
Our world, our experience, a constant change in our weather that controls how we survive. It is not only humans that make the changes, but more so mother nature. This is something that we all know about, but for some reason we don't seem to respect too often. The thoughts of what can happen in the future is a thought that is effecting the current changes. We seem to fall asleep with the feeling of being ok but, in true reality there is a lot more going on that will become a part of us. Amazing how we have air to breathe. Amazing how we have gravity to sustain our place. Amazing how everyday carries a whole new energy. Amazing how every day gives us a new experience. It truly is amazing what our planet gives us but even more amazing how a lot of people don't seem to give that same kind of care right back.
I grab a piece of paper to write down some ideas. I begin to wonder where these ideas came from. When I realize more and more that it is not just an artist expressing, but more so an artist reaching into his own feelings. As we know that music, film, photography, etc are very expressive for any artist. I want to put aside for a moment anything I do in these creative fields because that paper I grabbed to write on has nothing to do with any of it. I begin to really feel everything else I want to accomplish for survival. Being able to take care of myself, my daughter and my love is not just a reality, but it is a new approach all together. Yes we all know that time are really tough right now and there are a lot of people going through some tough moments, myself being one of them. I turn to hope and I write down any possible plan I have to help my situation. To me this feels like a whole new form of art as we wonder where and how everything will turn out. Hopes are really focused on because we have faith in what we believe in but it does not take away from stress or even fear. I know that one way or another we will overcome this fear and stress and build on our journey to really make our lives more enriched with the positive. Every day I am grateful for what I do have as I continue to stay on the path of learning and becoming stronger. I am so thankful for those beside me who have never abandoned me as a friend, or as a person they truly care for in their lives.
Over the night as I try to sleep, I wonder and think of all the emotions that flash by me. A lifetime of visions, memories, wisdom, regrets, creations, beliefs and passions are always on the edge of a new view. I can't explain the soul one carrie's but I do know that I can express whatever is real to the world. It is not about impressing anyone, but more so to express. The beauty within one's heart is what creates the soul that ignites the real fire that burns for the world to see. The non facts of one's life are usually the thoughts that strangers will focus on, thinking they know the truth instead of understanding one's real life or one's real self. It is those moments that help me understand the truth of friendship, respect, family, love and anyone else I chose to have within my life. As I strive to making my visions of my life a reality film of my own real fairytale, I know that I am truly blessed and so grateful for who and what I am as I continue to grow. "The Depths" of the real facts are always going to shine because of the positive energy I refuse to let go and the negative energy I refuse to allow.
The beauty of the mind.
In every day moments of our lives, we go through so many different emotions. I know that we all have our good and bad moments which really seems to effect us in many ways. There are times where I feel a little lost with everything because of my many bad experiences I have encountered, but I also know it is important to remember the "true friends, real loved ones, and who we really consider family" is in our lives and are there for us all the time. Besides this, there are moments of sitting alone and thinking of everything that truly is important to us. Myself, I think about my daughter, music, creating films, photography and wanting to travel, not to mention thinking about trying to make my situation stronger and healthier so I can reach out and keep assisting everyone around me to keep a powerful unit.
I won't lie, there are moments I feel sad and there are moments that I feel fantastic. I know that right now my stress is something that does over come my emotions due to the fact of my recent lay off from my job. I will never pretend to be perfect because there is no such thing, but I do know that as a human being, it is normal to go through this. I also realize it is important to not dwell on the negative because I am a firm believer of receiving the energy you throw out. As this being a small way to vent, I would love to hear your input and opinion about this. I would also love to hear your stories because I feel that we can all be a strength for one another and really heal. Pleas tell me your thoughts by commenting on this post with anything and everything you would like to say. Thank you so much.
Where do I begin.
Honestly, my only family are the people in my life that have been real, and that don't use the assistance they ever gave me, against me. The sad thing is the people I removed from my life seem to forget the help I have given them. It is easy to forget the help I have ever given, as I am not one of those who always has to remind anyone of how I have assisted them.
With this being said, I am so grateful for the people that really and truly are my family. A personal and loving thank you to Sophia, Samantha, Adrian, Buzz, Kevin J, Kevin A, Kevin K, Kathy, Eileen, Gail, Sarah, Kendra, Nora, Berry, and several others who know who they are. Life has given me a tough time to work out and I am doing what I can to really push through this. I do know that at the end of all of this struggle, the light will shine in such a warm way that it will recharge my soul. It is about taking the time to ground myself and realize that everything will work out in a wonderful way. The void that has been demonstrated by those who I once considered my family has happily been removed along with the poor energy they latch on too. While they continuously praise themselves as these wonderful people they claim to be, I surround my self with those who truly are the amazing and wonderful people in my life. I write and express this with sincere pain inside of me, not to speak poorly of anyone, but to vent. Right now I focus on the true light of who I am, what I am, and why I am because I know that I have had enough of had been treated poorly, ignored, and then randomly yelled at. As the he said / she said problem surfaces, "Certain People" seem to forget that they have no clue at all what goes on, what was said, or even worse, how my own daughter was ignored behind the closed doors of this un-sanitary sanctuary. I proudly continue to move forward so I can permanently remove myself from this ill energy and ill life that I have tried over and over to help. I thank you to those who hold so strong into my heart and love and I thank you for the energy you have shared with me. This realism will never be forgotten because my time is finally coming, and those will see.
As I share my thoughts, I want to hear yours. As I open up, I want to know you. I am Charlie Rivero.