The Truth

I'm not always easy to understand but it does not mean that my heart is not real. Of course those of you who know me, understand that I am a little out there and or a little strange, but I am happy with that because I love to create in so many ways and it does take some of us as artists to be a little strange. The main thing is to see that no matter what, the truth is always there when anyone is a part of my life because I admire all the wonderful things I share and feel with everyone. It's not about perfection, or offering a fake dream to someone just because it paints a pretty picture, but it is about being real and knowing there is no head games, and that there is no hidden fear in that dark tunnel, or even confusion. It's about knowing that we have had experiences like this in our lives and we do feel the effects of this pain we have had. Sometimes it's even hard to escape our version of Alcatraz of the pain that was thrown upon us by those who have effected us. Well, we all go through that, but when we escape our version of Alcatraz, it is important that when something absolutely beautiful and amazing comes in our lives, to not grab that beauty and throw it in a cold prison if they gave you no reason too. Especially if all they do is show the glow of positive energy that is so amazing. I can honestly say that I experience a beauty that makes me feel good, smile, laugh, touch, and just all around lets me be me. With what I have been through in my life, and in my own way, I can honestly say that I will never put that certain person or beautiful experience in that stone cold prison we all know as Alcatraz because they have taken the time to show me the truth of who they are, and they are not harming me in any way. In fact, this positive energy I am experiencing is absolutely amazing. (Eyes, Nose, Mouth) to our souls. All I can do in this positive situation is be the truth of everything, as I always have been and let life grow with that wonderful gift that has been given to me. I absolutely love it. So just remember, no matter how hard certain things are for us to deal with because of what we have been through, instead think about if some one gave us the key to get out of that cold prison. Don't sit and wonder how hard it will be to deal with life or a new positive energy that comes into our life, but think about how amazing it is that we were given that key to get out of that prison and have that new energy around us to feel so amazing. 

The truth..
Charlie.